My worst nightmare is getting from bad to worse...

School sux...actually my life sux...I just hate it, and i am a jinxed gurl...I lost both my geography book and maybe i might lose 10% n only get 67% or lower but actually i could get a B but because of my stupid book suddenly disepearing when it was not supose to disapear...my future is gone...i now have no intrest in this subject and if the teacher doesn't give me time to re-do 11 chapters of work, i will tottaly hate the teacher...Why has my life got to be so miserable...why? tell me why? i practically cry everytime this year because of all the preassure and stress i get compared to last year...why me...Its so unfair...i want a new life where i am perfect and responsible...i am gonna die...i still have an art project to finish and an english project to finish...I am so dipressed...Someone help me...